Tomorrow I am going on a juice fast for hopefully 7 days.  I have appointments where I'll have to be weighed in, add to that pms bloat so this seems to be the best way to go about everything for now.  I'll just be consuming lots of water and low calorie sf juice.  I hope this keeps things evened out.  There is nothing more mortifying than to step on a scale in front of other people and have a disgusting number appear, even worse is watching their sickening grin they they think comes across as friendly approval but its really not.

Time to start getting ready for summer!!

I am back! I was busy with day to day stuff and fell behind on the blog. But now I'm back  I had a few struggles (okay more like major fuck ups, the kind where you question what the hell you were thinking the following day upon waking up), while I was gone but things seem to be back on track and I'm doing good.  But to be honest I can do even better so I'm going to push myself a bit harder to keep the smile on my face.  I hope the holidays are being kind to all of you!